Literary Thoughts of a Dragon Fly

Thousand Moons ago Because, I loved you thousand moons ago, and now the moon is gone & so are you, I have loved someone else, but its not the same as you, I have placed conditions for him to be like you, I have placed a photo of you in front of him, Now we'll both worship the same God, i told him. I'll draw comparison and blood for sacrifice to keep you alive, The moon is back & now blood red in color. I have died thousand times everyday at night, only to be awaken by your memories, They are still warm..your memories, like a blanket on cold, misty , winter mornings, I have loved someone else, but its not the same as you.

A girl she needs, she just needs, knows not what, She dreams her needs are her love, she weaves her dreams, but its actually a mess in her head. Its not love, its just a need, to complete her life, a temporary love, she mistakes her need for love, she wants to hold his hand, not in love, but because in need, You will see her building castles in clouds  pregnant with rain, you will see her closing  eyes and weeping silently, oh she writes poems dedicated to love, but its not love, its need, She is there in her jungles of doubts and despair, where she leaves a trail of broken dreams and expectations, No, it just a need, disorganized feelings, born out of habit, born out of society, May be she knows that, its just a need, her temporary love with fade away with time, she will bleed then in her heart silently, will wipe her tears, move on again, To find a new need. May be she knows this, she is her own soul mate, she will tear herself into ti...