Faith ???

I haunt in the temples,churches & mosques,

Chant a thousand names of God,

But i can't renew my faith.

I am sad, have lost all the hope,

Trying to fight the monsters in dark alleys,

I look at the sky to find my cloud with silver lining,

And all i see is the grey sky, drowning the city with constant tears.

No,No, I can't renew my faith.

There is not a smile,which can make me smile,

There is not a song, which can make me sing,

Tell me Mr.Priest, what i have to do to renew my faith in faith again ?

What fees do i have to pay to be a part of the humans again ?

I am lost on a never ending journey,

I don't know where to stop,

to stop at the temple to say my prayers,

Or to stop & to stare at the high noon sun shining,

Or to stop & look at the child,smiling at me

Or to stop at the super market & buy me a orange-soda.

Or not to stop & just to move on & on.

O ! Tell me please,the never ending skies, the ever still and roaring ocean,

What should i do to renew my faith in faith again ??

and now they say, since i don't have faith in faith,

I ought to kept in chains and hidden in closet,

But i say, let me know,

And i want to know,

where should i get my cup of faith now ??

So now i am hidden from everyone's prying eyes,

I am a devil they say,

But i am not devil,

I am just a Musafir who has lost his way.

I don't believe in rituals,

and the mindless presentations to please God,

I am just looking for a inner voice to guide me in hard times,

A voice that i have lost.

The voice is my God,my lover,my friend,

But i have lost it,

And with that i have lost my faith.

And they say " the everyone",look for the signs,

I look for the Cross,Aum, stars, moon & the fire.

But i still can't see any signs of faith.

So tell me what to do,to get back to the faith.

What price do i have to pay,are there any fees to enter,

Faith's Gates again ?

Shweta and Sylvia have written this. The word faith has troubled me a lot during the last couple of days. And somewhere i felt that i have the lost the personal relationship i used to share with God. Hence the song)